dear diary,
im counting down the days to the end.

I HAVE O LEVEL PHYSICS PRAC TMR AND I CANT STUDY BECAUSE THERE'S SOME STUPID RENOVATION GOING ON AT MY CONDO'S LEVEL 4 AND I LIVE ON THE 6TH FLOOR!!!

I HATE RENOVATIONS!!THIS ONE'S GONNA LAST UNTIL 30TH OCTOBER!I THINK MY LIFE IS DOOMED!HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO STUDY IN PEACE?!

IM GONNA RUN OUT AND STUDY SOMEWHERE ELSE IF EVERYDAY THERE'S GONNA BE DRILLING AND ALL THOSE UNNECESSARY NOISES!

ARGHHH



dear diary,
im counting down the days to the end.

hahas today was quite okay although slightly draggy for me.so im still confused whether the sec fours have to go for flag raising anot.but oh wells so today i woke up later cause i wanted to skip flag raising.left the house at like 7 and despite there being a jam.my dad managed to send me to school like at 7:15am? hahas so i wanted to like go hide in a toilet or something but cause there was a prefect there i couldnt!so i decided to walk like super slowly from the bus bay to the courtyard.then i realised that no matter how slow i walked i'll still reach the courtyard in time for flag raising so i decided to speed up and at least join my class.hahas yup so i managed to and renee goh kept whining!hahas im sorry!it's not as if i did it on purpose right?hehe im still in the midst of planning yout birthday present!but i just realised i wont have time to go out and get it!so i have to strategise!hehe

yup had elec lit this morning and it was okay i guess.was supposed to have chinese but i went to do my emath mock.it was quite okay standard la.hahas i was contemplating whether to go for chem later since i didnt know what the teacher was gg to do.but in the end i went for it!and it was more productive than normal lessons!haha had to wait for my dearest partner to finish marking her paper and she obviously took like one million years so i got fed up i became the dictator while she wrote the answers!

hahas yaye!(:its officially 39 days to end of o levels?hehe i cant wait for that day to come!that's when i can have fun and gloat at the juniors cause they will have to go through it either next year or the following consecutive 2 years!hehe im actually supposed to be on study leave but i have to come back EVEYDAY for lessons!it's kinda tiring though but i guess since it's for my own good i shall go!(:

oh yeah after o levels i shall start counting down the days to when charjie will come back!!hahas it's really a sucky feeling to be an 'only' child now!got nobody to talk to except the parents in the night. but in the afternoon at home i can only talk to myself!so when charjie comes back im gonna hog her!so get ready charjie!(: well so far i sent 2 letters to sister chen in phillipines but she still hasnt replied.im not sure whether it's because she has no time or she didnt receive those letters.hahas i hope she receives the letters cause i sent a photo to her!(:super cute

oh yes!rene is SOOO adorable i tell you!sister ren fen was looking through the photo album with rene and then there was this picture of me, my sis, my cousin and a whole lot of others.so sister ren fen went to tell rene who are each individually.then she said ' i like all of them'.hahas then the best thing was the next time sister ren fen showed her the same picture, she pointed to me and said ' i like her!'.oh mans so cute right?!hahas probably because i took care of her in nursery last sunday tt's why she likes me!hahas so adorable la the kids in nursery.hehe had so much fun with them, rene, rena and ian!hahas ian is super cute but he kept throwing hard plastic balls at me which i dont know why and they hurt like mad!!hahas but nvr mind since he's just a toddler he's forgiven(:

i wanna go somewhere fun now! ): all i do is coop myself in the room and study all day!boohoo i wanna go shopping and go to the beach to play!!or go try playing paint ball!(: i heard it's REALLY fun.like all the juniors in sc are like playing their hearts out now cause they all finish their exams already!!!they practically bombard orchard i guess.and many of them are like gg to fun places to hang out while the poor sec fours like me get stuck at home with books laid in front of us!): arghh it's like misery! im gonna be gone so young just like what renee told me when i went to america just this past june.

november and december are gonna be the best months of this year.november being my birth month and the month i end o levels (yaye!) with the addition of prom and grad night!december there's xiaozhu's concert, hong kong temple trip (fun!), charjie coming back, christmas and new year's eve!oh mans im already looking forward to that day even when my o levels havent started!!haha oh yes i'll plan with renee what to do also cause she wants to do something fun after os and i havent planned with her where to go!hahas maybe we should go sentosa!(:

okays i guess i'll update the next time when im free.hahas but come nearer to o levels of course i'll go on hiatus to study and mug like nobody has ever done!(:

xoxo



dear diary,
im counting down the days to the end.


hang in there my partners!(:

o levels are nearing so fast!!hahas it's like technically about 3 weeks to theory papers and less than a week to o level pracs!!hahahs oh mans and the sec 3s officially end their eoys today!argh the feeling is so bad when they can celebrate while i cant!): but i've been comforting myself by saying it's only 1 and a half months left or to be exact 40 days to the end of o levels so just hang in there and persevere!then later i can play all i want!hahas but i heard the sec 3s have to go back to school for extra lessons until like 1st or 2nd week of nov?hahas tt's like almost when we end o levels!oh man so poor thing la.hehe im in love with the songs fall back into my life and youre only once young!hahas the music is super cool la!(:oh wells pressure is really setting in now and im starting to get tired although im like only less than halfway to the end of my journey to o levels!haha pple are starting to plan for prom even when o levels are not here yet!hehe that reminds me i need to ask my dad which hotels he can get coporate rate cause i might wanna get a room for prom!(:hehe but i heard marriot is full already!that's the most convenient place to book a room.yaye im officially off school but i still gotta go back for consultation which kinda sucks but since it's for my future i shall go and since i did badly for prelims it's a must to go!(:




dear diary,
im counting down the days to the end.

i feel like a stupid piece of rubbish




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dear diary,
im counting down the days to the end.







dear diary,
im counting down the days to the end.

yaye!prelims have ended!oh mans it was sucha long and tiring period for me!yup havent updated for a really long time cause the computer kept screwing up on me and i couldnt update.hehe oh yeah i shall relate my horrible experience i had like during the september hols.it was a friday and i went for my chemical peeling appt.so my doc left the acid on my face longer this time and it stung my face so badly i felt like crying!but nonetheless i just bore with it and after everything was over, i went to the mirror to take a look and my face was like red!!soo i thought it was kinda normal to look like tt after the peel then i went walking around orchard with my mum!then my mum suddenly told me ' eh your face looks very bad and ugly now leh!'.soo i was like die!then i went to look into the mirror and i got the biggest shock of my life!my face was becoming worse and redder and some parts could tell it was burnt blood red!soo i sort of dragged my mum back home.then at j8 i was like using pamphlets to cover my face all the time while i was walking!it was so freaking embarrassing la!at night when i went for the dance i practically hid my face the whole time cause it was soo soo bad!):yup and my dear wonderful face took like 1 whole week just to fully heal but it's soo much nicer now and im so glad it is!hehe i dunno why i've been having lots of mixed feelings around and it feels kinda weird.am i just thinking to much or are my instincts right?arghh i watched hsm2 already and the plot is kinda slow moving but the funniest parts were when sharpay said to the drummer ' give me a beat' then she catwalked out!hahas and also the part where she and troy rehearsed the you are the music in me fast version!me and my cousins and all almost died of laughter!(:oh yeah me, my mum and sister went out on friday.went to city hall to eat at new york new york!hahas so nice(:then we sort of went shopping and all around.kept laughing non stop.bought a new top and a necklace from dorothy perkins and a pair of shoes!walked for like almost half a day and i was so tired by the end of the day!but it felt good just gg shopping once in a while.i got pictures to upload but im really lazy now so i'll most probably update in the next post!(:



dear diary,
im counting down the days to the end.

oh wells it kinda sucks to have a sore throat!!arghh it hurts so bad.anyways i had my lit exam today and i hope my crapping could get me a fairly good score considering i had a fever of 38.4 degrees yest and i couldnt make it like through my act 4 and 5 properly cause i kept sleeping halfway when i was reading!arghh i almost died gg through the night yest!i was contemplating whether i should like go take mc since i was dying so badly but i decided to just try and sleep it out and yes it worked!!but this morning i had a slight headache and all.but im so glad that lit is finally over and teacher's day is coming which means im gonna have a day's rest!yaye(:

after the exam stayed around and talked to the scholars for awhile while looking at the sec 3 classes do their aces day hip hop during their pe lesson!hehe im so glad the sec 4s dont have to do it!save us the agony!(:saw eunice while she was having pe!hehe i wanted to call her but she was busy with her class hip hop so i just left.hehe anyway she wouldnt have time to talk to me cause it's like lesson time and all.lessons were cancelled today for i dunno what reason and im so HAPPY!i guess im gonna sleep awhile later before studying for chem prac tmr then it's amath tuition time!haha my mum and sis are gonna be back tmr!but i think i'll be sleeping by the time they reach back home but they're bringing krispy kreme back!!!yaye im a happy girl(:i hope chem prac tmr is gonna be okay since my prac has nvr been good for the QA part.titration should be okay i guess.and tmr is honours day which is gonna be so sian and cannot pon somemore!oh wells i'll just stone throughout the whole ceremony thingy or just talk!(:

Because Of You by Neyo.

Want to but I can't help it
I love the way you feel
just kinda stuck between my fantasy and what is real
I needed when I want it
I want it when I don't
tell myself I stop every day
knowing that I won't

I got a problem and I don't know what to do about it
even If I did I don't know If I would quit but I doubt it I’m
taking by the thought of it
And I know this much is true

[chorus]
baby you have become my addiction
I’m so strung out on you
I can barely move
but I like it
and it's all because of you
all because of you
and it's all because of you
all because of you
and it's all because of you
all because of you
and it's all because of you
never get enough
she’s the sweetest drugs

think of it every second
I can get nothing done
only concern is the next time I’m gon get me some
know I should stay away from
cause its no good for me
I try and try but my obsession wont let me leave


I got a problem and I don't know what to do about it
even If I did I don't know If I would quit but I doubt it I’m
taking by the thought of it
And I know this much is true

[chorus]
baby you have become my addiction
I am so strung out on you
I can barely movebut I like it
and it's all because of you
all because of you
and it's all because of you
all because of you
and it's all because of you
all because of you
and it's all because of you
never get enough
she is so sweet as drugs
ain't no doubt
so strung outain't no doubt
so strung out
over you
over you
because of you
and it's all because of you
never get enough
she is so sweet as drugs

this song is SO dedicated to RENEE GOH!( you know why i dedicated this song to you!)

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